I didn't win the lottery

I have always been suspicious of people who hate the lottery. I love playing the lottery. Every week I go down to the takarkuji ticket booth and drop 200 yen on the loto 6. Payout is around 200,000,000 million yen and chances of winning big are 1/6 million. Besides studying kanji, the lottery allows me the chance to dream of not worrying about my son's future. I just know I will win one day. I have "the" feeling and I am a lucky guy.